November 25, 2005
I need a change of pace. I’m moving from Decatur. At this point, I truly feel that I don’t have a home. No matter where i’m residing, it’s not a home. A home is somewhere that feels right. A home is where you can be surrounded by people that care about you. Where i am now… this is not a home. Decatur… that was not a home.
I guess I need to find my place, find myself, find out what I am and who I am. Who the hell am i? Am I (birth name)? That name doesn’t mean much to me or anyone else. I want to create a new me, a better me. I need to erase who I am and start over.